Rot and Decay

This ish moi blog. Ein it ish rottin.... dying... a horrigible painful slooooowwww death.

Shall give it a proper burial when I've the time.
When I do remember.

16 days

I was on leave for 16 days
What a good life, you might say!
No internet, no emails, and no work
Only the singing of the birds...

ARRRRGGGH *sound of paper crushing*
another one bites the dust(bin).

i think i make a better ah lian than a poetsy shakespeare-spewing aristocrat today.

pause. rewinds. stop. delete. record. play.

yalah.. like i said. on leave for 16 days lor..
"for what??" you kaobeh in sarplise.
haiya my kah lor... stupid doc talk about her made me kah hur.

Last Wed went back for check up.. told her my thigh got new area got pain
nene! Just took a tape measure measure and tell me "it's normal, swelling takes time to go away"
I wan argue with doc also beh sai.. ppl DOCTOR leh, wah si simi sai?
Gave me some med then sent me home

Come home at night pain lagi jialat
Bohbian take painkillers then can sleep
Next morning 10plus call my ward's doc

"You better come back to A&E now"
Nabeh her voice so serious, wah not ganjiong also become ganjiong

Bloody A&E so crowded, waited 2hours
Kaobeh to doc about that Dr Teong from Clinic 2B who din send me for scan yday
This doc moh tak deng, immediately arranged doppler scan for me

Wheeled up to Vascular Diagnostic Lab again. Radiologists there all recognize me
"Sharon!! How come you're back? Thought you're admitted and discharged already?"
Haiya you thought I tink who confirm right?
Life is like a box of chocs...... like that idiot said.

Scan scan scan. WAHLAU got new clots
8 cm extended upwards towards my groin!!!!
sibeh sian...... dunno how many days must stay this time.

Doc say must admit me immediately.
Super depressed. Cried in the waiting ward.
Just released niah on Mon!! Then thurs back in again.....

8plus pm then got bed, sent me to Ward 9B.
Request for change to Ward 8B
Nene tu TWO DAYS then transfer!!!
Damn kns I even called Ward 8B myself.

talk about Ward 9B make my blood boil only.
bathroom got lizard never help to clear!!!
ask my next-bed neighbour go next door bathe
what kinda nurse is that?!?!?
ask for water have to ask 3 TIMES
wait the water come i become dried seaweed liao
what kinda efficiency is that?!?!??!
the docs from 9B also cannot make it
dunno their patients' cases
put plug on my hand make a bloody mess
draw blood from my plug make an even bigger bloodier mess
inject antibiotics hands zoon like mad,
in the end shook my plug till the pain made my hand numb
got 38.1 fever dunno how to give cold compress
until me, patient, have to ask for it myself

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finally moved to Ward 8B....
alicia the head nurse reserved a bed for me
ward 8B sibeh steady, nurses chio, service also boh beh zao
most also recognize me, their "big baby"

stayed for 8 days more, discharged on 29th...
now put me in care of Dr. Tay, head of Vascular Medicine who's a specialist
Have to wear special stocking. des say it makes my leg look bigger.... (~_~)
hai bohbian la, have to tahan lor...............

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now clots all in my right leg, dunno how long then they'll go away
hope I can make it through without any problems
doc say anything can happen to me anytime, and must be careful all the time.

what to do? the cards life has dealt me
just play along and hope to get a straight flush lor *shrugs*