What the fuck

This is getting depressing.
My leg's swollen again. This time the thigh area that's painful. the area where the clots are....

I don't get it.
Things were improving towards the end of my stay in the hospital.
1st night at home was ok.
2nd night was not.

1st, the throbbing pain came back when I took a nap.
2nd, I almost blacked out when I went loo around 2am plus.
3rd, I almost died from pain in my lower tummy after the loo break.
Now I'm not exaggerating. Dad had to sit me up so I can take the painkillers.

More shit came along.
1st, went for blood test this morning and the general med doc measured my thighs. Right side's 1cm bigger than the other.
2nd, she told me it's ok. The swelling will go down again.
3rd, I'm not convinced cos the warfarin brochure said clotting might still occur when taking warafin. "Please inform your doctors immediately should there be any swelling, redness, numbness or pain in the affected area."

I'm gonna call Dr Chia first thing tomorrow morning to ask her about this. Cos the pain has extended upwards to upper thigh area. And I've a bad hunch about this.

seriously. what have i done to deserve this shit?