Ramblings

I cried again.
Wanted to sleep, supposed to be asleep but I simply couldn't.

Now tell me which is better?
1. Emotional or Emotionless

2. to be affected by people or to not need people?

3. getting OFfensive or being DEfensive?

4. a rollercoaster ride or plain sailing down the stream?

I hate the effect you have on my moods.
Is the best way to severe all ties and contact?
Or do as some say, 'face it and deal with it'?
Why show Care when you're incapable of maintaining it?
Why give Hope when you're unsure of what lies ahead?

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WHY are you being such a stupid bitch?
You emotional piece of shit... pile of crap.
Get a life and walk away where it hurts when it hurts.
You're worth more than that.